Today has been a waste. Actually, I feel kinda guilty saying that...
I spent the wee hours of the morning with a friend at her house. Then home and went to bed. Although, sleeping was basically a joke with my kids. And throughout the next hours of up and down, awake and sleep, and all that jazz....we didn't make it to church. I believe I finally made it downstairs around 11 AM. Then, after eating breakfast, around noon, I returned to bed with Teo for his nap. We then slept for hours and woke up at 3:30 PM, when we should have been to a birthday party at 2.
Ugh. I'm not sure what's going on. I feel "off"...great descriptor, I know.
I'm not sure if it's stress, a bug, or something else entirely. I can just say for certain that I don't really like it.
Edit (with the extra warning that this is a little more personal):
Tonight, I dragged two friends with me to Walmart to buy a cheap-o pregnancy test. I have an IUD, but also haven't had my cycle in over two months. It's a possibility with the IUD, but it also always keeps me wondering. With how I've been feeling: tired, super hungry, low grade fever, crampy, kinda queasy, etc...I just wanted to be sure one way or the other. Jose and I have pretty much decided that we are done having kids. Two is enough for us. We are totally happy with our family and feel complete. So, went and bought a pregnancy test. And, thank goodness, it was negative. So, now, I'm going to assume I feel the way I do because of stress or a flu bug....and somehow, that's comforting...
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Glad everything worked out for you the way you wanted it. :)
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