Super Duper Craptastic Day

I had a super duper craptastic day yesterday.

From crappy dreams right before waking up,
to feeling like I need to make things better but not knowing how,
to trying to make ammends and getting a virtual slap in the face,
to being tired,
to fighting to put a facebook badge on a website that wasn't cooperating,
to having juice spilled on the new rug,
to cleaning up said juice with two rags and having Jose sit and watch me,
to trying to help getting ready for dinner and having Jose be a real butt head,
to flipping out and showing him exactly how he comes across (which he didn't like),
to crying through dinner,
to Teo deciding that painting means swinging the brush around and getting puple everywhere in a 4 ft. vicinity,
to feeling like I just don't matter,
to starting to fall asleep last night and getting texts,
to waking up in the middle of the night because (I found out later) neighbor kids were shooting fireworks off in the middle of the street.

Yesterday was a super duper craptastic day.

I really hope today is better.