Self-Control and Motivation

I have something. I'm not going to say what it is, but I know. It needs to change. I'm sick and tired of it. I'm done. But I keep going back. And I hate that I have no control over it. So, I'm going to change it.

Self-control and motivation are two things that I lack. Seriously lack. And this is a huge element of what needs to change, so it's not just a change of behavior, but of habit and emotions.

But, I have a plan. Not a great, well thought out plan, but a small plan. And an awesome support. She will be like my coach (and in return, I will support her in one of her decisions, and hopefully soon, join her!).

She brought up the point of "fearless confidence" that we discussed in church yesterday.

"If I was fearlessly confident, I would...."

I am going to ask God for this fearless confidence that I need to do this. And, hopefully, I succeed. Please pray for me....